My questions wasn't that bad, [sounds feeble and William knows it sounds feeble. Worse, probably, unfair. His cowardice is only that.
But as he watches Severus get up, he's seized by a sudden and unexpected urge to move perpendicular to fear. His gut clutches up on itself like a badly aimed attempt to clamp his balls up as he watches the professor get up, start to turn.]
I was a whore for awhile. [His voice holds steady but sounds like he swallowed a cup of gravel between the wizard's blinks.] It wasn't my idea and I hated it, and I thought I got out when I enlisted wif Blackstone, but. [but.] Morgoth used it, when he needed.
Turned me inside out like a velvet tube wif googly-eyes. Which I suppose was just about what I was back then, on Earth, [has the register of a side note to it, to go with the furious rubbing he gives his left eye.] I tortured some people on Arima for him, and at least one of them remembers. It all smears togevver into one stinking stain when I remember.
So.
[so.
After some seconds, he decides that things are not much improved by the sudden discovery of his backbone. Jelly shreds; bone breaks. Severus has nice shoes. He would rather talk about demons, even to a guy who can probably exorcise the one he needs.]
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But as he watches Severus get up, he's seized by a sudden and unexpected urge to move perpendicular to fear. His gut clutches up on itself like a badly aimed attempt to clamp his balls up as he watches the professor get up, start to turn.]
I was a whore for awhile. [His voice holds steady but sounds like he swallowed a cup of gravel between the wizard's blinks.] It wasn't my idea and I hated it, and I thought I got out when I enlisted wif Blackstone, but. [but.] Morgoth used it, when he needed.
Turned me inside out like a velvet tube wif googly-eyes. Which I suppose was just about what I was back then, on Earth, [has the register of a side note to it, to go with the furious rubbing he gives his left eye.] I tortured some people on Arima for him, and at least one of them remembers. It all smears togevver into one stinking stain when I remember.
So.
[so.
After some seconds, he decides that things are not much improved by the sudden discovery of his backbone. Jelly shreds; bone breaks. Severus has nice shoes. He would rather talk about demons, even to a guy who can probably exorcise the one he needs.]